FLEETING MOMENTS

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I cannot Parlay on my moments of sadness
Fleeting pretty moments are rare
Becoming gold at the end of the rainbow
I need to be happy now
A wish or just a thought
I should double up on my happy memories
So when I am maddeningly sad
I can wager on the happy times
Times have taught me to be conscious
Of relapses of sadness
So I am not engulfed in emotions that hurt

COFFEE THERAPY WITH FRIENDS

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If we were having coffee
I’d tell you I have missed you
My best friends
Gladys. M .
Brenda. O .
Winnie. N .
Brenda. L .
I know I have been distant
I feel I have nowhere to begin
To explain how grief has changed me
I don’t know how to share my pain with you
I feel lost in these foreign emotions
Sadness comes and goes
Yet I am stuck in this limbo
If we were having coffee
I’d tell you, you are my therapy
Seeing you makes me calmer
Gives me a sense of direction
Lets me know I am not alone
With you holding my hand
I can never be alone
We should go for that coffee date
Laugh again like old times
Even when laughter seems so far away
I know in your hugs I feel better
Let us have that coffee
Then I can tell you how I have missed you
I need my coffee therapy with friends

WHAT IS LEFT OF ME

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I hate my job
I hate my life
I hate the world
I hate the words

What is left, then of me

I don’t understand love
I don’t understand friendship
I don’t understand living
I don’t understand existing

What is, then left of me

I love pain
I love heartache
I love loneliness
I love heartbreak

What left of me, then is

I want to smile
I want to talk
I want to laugh
I want to create

What of me, is then left

MAYBE JUST MAYBE

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Maybe I’m in the wrong job
Maybe I’m in the wrong marriage
Maybe I’m in the wrong house
Maybe I’m in the wrong route
Maybe I’m in the wrong company
Maybe I’m in the wrong heart
Maybe I’m in the wrong land
Maybe I’m in the wrong bed
Maybe I’m in the wrong arms
Maybe I’m in the wrong love
Maybe I’m in the wrong family
Maybe I’m in the wrong chapter
Maybe I’m in the wrong color
Maybe I’m in the wrong account
Maybe I’m in the wrong friendship
Maybe I’m in the wrong crowd
Maybe I’m in the wrong shift
Maybe I’m in the wrong drink
Maybe I’m in the wrong song
Maybe I’m in the wrong language
Maybe I’m in the wrong season
Maybe I’m in the wrong Ocean
Maybe I’m in the wrong break
Maybe I’m in the wrong basket
Maybe I’m in the wrong
Maybe
Just maybe