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I feel like my life is over
God please hear my heart’s cry
Help me save my sanity
I know I keep asking instead of just asking once
But my faith has been shaky if not non existent
I need to know that i will be okay
And I will still have my peace at the end of it all
Fear has gripped me so hard
I just dont know what to do anymore
I so want to give up
Yet I still want to fight
See me through this
Because my heart cannot break again
I have made peace with it all
But I still want
I need you to help me Lord
Please help me
Fight these demons of depression

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HILLSONG – HEALER

You hold my very moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You, I trust in You

And I believe You’re my healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe

And I believe You’re my portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need

You hold my very moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
And I trust in You, Lord I trust in You

And I trust in You, Lord I trust in You
And I believe You’re my healer
I believe You are all I need

And I believe You’re my portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

And I believe You’re my healer
I believe You are all I need
Oh I believe, I believe

I believe You’re my portion, Lord
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need
I believe You’re my healer
I believe You are all I need
Jesus, Jesus

And I believe You’re my portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need, You’re more than enough
You’re more than enough for me You are all I need
Jesus You’re all I need

You’re more than enough for me
I believe Lord, I believe Lord, I believe Lord

I believe Lord, I believe Lord, I believe Lord
I believe Lord, I believe Lord, I believe Lord

PSALM 43:19

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“Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert”

King James Version (KJV)

MERCY ME – THE HURT & THE HEALER

Why?
The question that is never far away
The healing doesn’t come from being explained
Jesus please don’t let this go in vain
You’re all I have
All that remains

So here I am
What’s left of me
Where glory meets my suffering

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I fall into Your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

Breathe
Sometimes I feel it’s all that I can do
Pain so deep that I can hardly move
Just keep my eyes completely fixed on You
Lord take hold and pull me through

So here I am
What’s left of me
Where glory meets my suffering

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I fall into your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

It’s the moment when humanity
Is overcome by majesty
When grace is ushered in for good
And all our scars are understood
When mercy takes it’s rightful place
And all these questions fade away
When out of the weakness we must bow
And hear You say “It’s over now”

I’m alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take this heart and breathe it back to life
I fall into your arms open wide
When The hurt and the healer collide

Jesus come and break my fear
Wake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here
When the hurt and the healer collide

Jesus come and break my fear
Wake my heart and take my tears
And find Your glory even here

UNBROKEN PRAISE

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Air I breathe
For you breathed life in me
Filled my nostrils with oxygen
That flows in my blood to keep me alive
I am made in your wondorous works
Jehovah is your name
El shaddai describes you
Addonai is you personified
You are my eternal provider
I praise you LORD
Being the sole reason for my existence
You have given me beauty beyond measure
The sun never stops smiling for me
Moonlight guides me at night
Dear GOD you are everything to me
Your presence is why I am still alive
Your Grace keeps me safe even when I don’t deserve it
I lift my hands to praise you
Knees on the ground to worship you
I am nothing but a speck of dust in your eyes
I give you my unbroken praise
For you have made me a writer

Strength I have
You have strengthened me with your love
Light that guides me comforts my tears
My sins you forgive and embrace me again
Rain falls on both sinner and saint
Earth provides food for me in every season
LORD you protect me from enemies’ arrows
Life has been beautiful every day of my life
I lift your Name high
Be magnified above all creations
I worship you for your goodness
I praise you for your incredible kindness
I give you my unbroken praise
For you have made me a woman

Joy I have
You have joyed in my salvation
I seek your knowledge in wisdom
Walking these lonely paths
I know your presence never leaves
Dear GOD I marvel at your patience with me
I am weak, only human
Yet you walk with me even when I go into darkness
Praise to you will not cease from my lips
I will worship you until my dying days
Father you know my secret pains
You understand I need your Hand to be in mine
So I can escape the valley of the shadow of death
Arms outstretched towards Heaven
I stand in awe of you LORD
Keep me safe I plead
Wash me of my iniquities I beseech thee
Teach me patience
I give you my unbroken praise
For you have made me perfect in Your Eyes

GOD FILTER MY THOUGHTS 4

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Oh Lord filter my thoughts
I see her with child
And I ask
Why her and not me
I hear a baby cry
And I ask
Why hers and not mine
I see happy people
And ask
Why them and not me
My thoughts of loss
Are driving me to the rugged wall
I can feel insanity
Trying my patience
Haunting even
These thoughts
Keep burning my brain
Eating my cells
Without wanton
Filter my thoughts
I just want to give in
To thoughts of hopelessness
And let life
Take me where it wants
Or is it where I want

A GOD NOT CREATED BY HUMAN HANDS

 

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Even before time began
You existed
In Glory, Splendour, Awesomeness
You were that time before time
Darkness cannot contain you
You are God alone
When time sets its seasons
You were its Master

You are Unstoppable
You are Unquenchable
You are Undefeated
You are Uncrushable

You have been on your Throne
You still are on your Throne
You made existence what it is
You have been and you will be
God alone

After time began
You existed still
In Beauty, Exquisiteness, Wonder
Light cannot contain you
Alone you are God
A thousand years is a day to you
A day is a thousand years to you
You are a timeless masterpiece

You are Glorious
You are Precious
You are Conscious
You are Victorious

You live up in the Heavens
Your throne rules over the earth
You make existence what it should be
You are and will be
God alone
Not created by human hands
You need nothing from humanity
You depend not on man
You are in need of nothing
Man is just but soil
Filled with your life giving breath
You remain on your Throne
Saint and sinner
You rule over their hearts
It is just the way it is
That you are God alone

Human hands are frail
They can give you nothing you already have
You do not depend on man
Man depends on you
Anything, everything man can give
Is already established on your throne

None can contain your Power
None can match your Beauty
None can speak your Manifestation
None can create your Works
None can stop your Throne

Jehovah, Elshadai
Elohim , Adonai
Abba Father, Yahweh
You are a God
Not created by human hands