I STILL REMEMBER

poetry

I still remember
Pushing you out
Knowing
You were already gone
I still remember
Feeling pain of labour
Knowing
You would not come
I still remember
Looking over to you
Knowing
You will not be
I still remember
My heart dying
Knowing
You had left me
I still remember
My mind shutting down
Knowing
It was the end for you
I still remember
Crying so much
Knowing
Our paths together was over
I still remember
Every single moment
You were shortly here
Knowing Heaven needed you
I still remember
Asking
Why
Knowing
I will get no answers
I still remember you baby
Every moment, every second
You existed with me
Though born without breath
You were alive in me
You still are alive in me
Because I will still remember you