YOU SLIP THROUGH MY THOUGHTS

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Every night I dream
Every night I fantasize
That you’re always with me
When you slip through my thoughts
Everday I awake
Everyday I think
That you’re always with me
When you slip through my thoughts
Every moment I wonder
Every moment I tell myself
That you’re always with me
When you slip through my thoughts
Every morning I imagine
Every morning I allow
That you’re always with me
When you slip through my thoughts

To be eight months old
In my arms holding tight
Kissing your little face
Cooing you to sleep

Everytime you slip through my thoughts
I want your presence with me
You got me, you got my heart
A beautiful song I could have sang for you
Such purity you exude
Lyrics of my soul stand out
I want to photograph your memory
Everytime you slip through my thoughts

WHEN THAT MOMENT COMES

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When that moment comes
I want to be in love again
I want to know warmth
I want to feel heat
From cold winter nights

When that moment comes
I want to be loved again
I want to know closeness
I want to feel fire
From cold autumn days

When that moment comes
I want to love again
I want to know embraces
I want to feel bliss
From cold summer mornings

When that moment comes
I want to share love again
I want to know wildness
I want to feel kissed
From cold spring afternoons

LOVED

Unconditional-Love

My body Detonated with love
From my heart
To yours
The day you were conveived

BURY ME WITH A LOVE SONG

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I never lived because I lacked love
I never breathed because I lacked air
I never ate because I lacked food
I never dreamt because I lacked sleep
I never sheltered because I lacked rain
I just lived because there was life
I just breathed because oxygen existed
I just ate because hunger had to be quenched
I just dreamt because my mind wouldn’t be empty
I just sheltered because dry clothes were much warmer
So when I die
Bury me with a love song
My favorite love song
Because you loved my life

I never loved because I was lonely
I never walked because I lacked feet
I never smelled because I lacked nostrils
I never spoke because I lacked lips
I never heard because I lacked ears
I just loved because there was love
I just walked because my path led me here
I just smelled because my nose knew scents
I just spoke because my mouth wouldn’t be silent
I just heard because the noise was everywhere
So when I die
Bury me with a love song
My favorite love song
Because you loved my life

I never feared because I was afraid
I never thought because I was thinking
I never sang because music played
I never climbed because there was no mountain
I never laughed because there was no joke
I just feared because I knew bravery
I just thought because memories stayed
I just sang because songs caressed my heart
I just climbed because I understood victory
I just laughed because I had your humor
So when I die
Bury me with a love song
My favorite love song
Because you loved my life
As I too loved yours
Bury me with a love song
An Abstract love song

WE SHALL CONGREGATE

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For the lost souls at war
Each life lost without cause
Fear that led to hatred
Misunderstandings
Conflicts of the mind
We shall congregate
So they are not forgotten
Those that died before birth
Forced out of their mother’s womb
Lived less than they should have
A capital on its death bed
Rings of suffocation
Highways leading to mistakes
We shall congregate
So they live in our memories
Those unfairly plucked from society
Homelessness that wrecked them
Loneliness of a dimmed mind
Cold hardened cement
Shivers of malaria destroying hope
A city on a continuos spiral
Premature living to the end
We shall congregate
For everyone who fails from education
Led to believe function is in the mind
Those that took their life away
Feeling failures at life
Lost in the whirlwind of expectations
Determined fate before dreams
All lives ended too soon
For society that gains without giving
Yearnings only for acceptance
We shall congregate
For each heart that was hurt
Mothers that lost sons, daughters
Husbands that lost wives
Wives that lost husbands
Sisters that lost brothers
Brothers that lost sisters
Those that felt senselessly alone
We shall congregate
Light our white candles in hand
Say a prayer for each one gone
We shall congregate
Like soldiers at a 21 gun salute

SHE IS STILL A MOTHER

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A mother is supposed to
Believe everything will be fine
Even if it is not
A mother is supposed to
Have Faith
Even when there is none
A mother is supposed to
Love unconditionally
Even if there is no love
A mother is supposed to
Pray continuously
Even when there is no need
A mother is supposed to
Discipline regardless
Even when it hurts her more
A mother is supposed to
Care uncontrollably
Even when she is hurting
A mother is a mother
Whether she bore her children or not
Even when the child is unborn
She is still a mother

COFFEE THERAPY WITH FRIENDS

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If we were having coffee
I’d tell you I have missed you
My best friends
Gladys. M .
Brenda. O .
Winnie. N .
Brenda. L .
I know I have been distant
I feel I have nowhere to begin
To explain how grief has changed me
I don’t know how to share my pain with you
I feel lost in these foreign emotions
Sadness comes and goes
Yet I am stuck in this limbo
If we were having coffee
I’d tell you, you are my therapy
Seeing you makes me calmer
Gives me a sense of direction
Lets me know I am not alone
With you holding my hand
I can never be alone
We should go for that coffee date
Laugh again like old times
Even when laughter seems so far away
I know in your hugs I feel better
Let us have that coffee
Then I can tell you how I have missed you
I need my coffee therapy with friends